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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Fay Gender: Female Interests: people who take these sites too serious bug me. take whatever you like just don't copy a whole entry. anyway my name is fay and i love crazy nights and fashion and that's it :) enjoy! Message: message me Member Since: 9/23/2006

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Saturday, May 05, 2012

	If you got the money "Just a perfect day. You made me forget myself. I thought I was someone else; someone good" and the things that keep us apart keep me alive and the things that keep me alive, keep me alone this is the thing. I like you so much, I love you, but I hate us. Stay up late if you can stomach it
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

	who knows where the time goes. update it would be so restful to die if there were no one left to think about me. people can't bear being told what you really think of them.
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

born to die.

another update

Do you come
Together ever with him?
And is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?
What about me?

Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free

Probably he didn't love her. Love, even when filled with hate, doesn't have that sullen face. But what is his face like? They made love in the dark by feel, without seeing each other. Is there another love than that of darkness, a love that would cry aloud in the daylight? She didn't know, but she did know that he needed her - every night, when he didn't want to be alone, or to age or die, everything terrifying that solitude the night reveals to them.

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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

You like your girls insane.

Happy Valentines Day

Happy girls are the prettiest - Audrey Hepburn

I'm in his favorite sun dress
Watching me get undressed

Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up
All the time I'm falling down

Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up

'A philosopher once said that people only marry "when they do not know what they are doing or when they do not know what else to do".'

But right now

Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish that I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives

Help me now or hold me down, i feel the world is tumbling,

Oh my love i can`t let go,
Somethings wrong i can`t let go

I wanted the ocean to cover over me
I wanna sink slowly without getting wet
Maybe someday, I won't be so lonely

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Monday, February 06, 2012

Alone with everybody.

update, sorry it's been a while

my mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: 'Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?'

and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
saddest smile I ever saw

I cry when it is fashionable to laugh.
I hated you when it would have taken less courage
to love.

the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against the walls
and the men drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.

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If you got the money

who knows where the time goes.

born to die.

You like your girls insane.

Alone with everybody.