Love yourself first, please.

hey.

But just don't ask about my appetite
I didn't lose it tonight
It's been gone half my life
It's just, I
I've been eating for you

You know I'll call you eventually, when I wanna talk
till then you're invisible.

"Despite your girlfriend and the fact that I don't even like you, I like to pretend that you are desperately in love with me and struggle with it everyday."

Cause theres a switch that gets hit and it all stops making sense
And in the middle of drinks, maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them. I feel nothing, nothing

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again
I know i said that a couple times
And I'm always changing my mind, well, i guess i am
But theres this burn in my stomach and theres this pain in my side
Sometimes I pray I don't die

Time is dirty.

no numbers it is :)

Girls do not dress for boys.  They dress for themselves,
and of course, eachother.  If girls dressed for boys,
they'd just walk around naked at all time- BETSEY JOHNSON

There are worse ways for a guy to spend his time than to sit and think of you. I think I'd marry you. Just your smile leaves me satisfied, though you're not mine. So for the rest of my life, I'm gonna search for someone just like you.

 “We accept the love we think we deserve.”

"She looked at me like I was crazy. Most of my lovers do, and that's partly why they love me, and partly why they leave"

 "Bridget, who is crazy, said that sometimes she thought about suicide when commercials come on during TV."

I want you to keep my scars and drop secrets. keep my eyes hungry but help me fall asleep at night.

"I usually see peoples faults when I'm stoned, but I also pick out the perfect ones. Basically you're either perfect  like a shining light, or you're uglier than the devil. The judgment I make about people while high, always turns out to be right."

you haven't held my hand for a while. it's okay, you hold me down instead

This is it.

hey there.

(do you like posts with or without numbers ?)

Venustraphobia
 fear of beautiful women

I know you're sad because it's winter. But I can promise you a spring. I know you're cold, I see you shiver. But I can promise you a spring.

if she's amazing, she won't be easy. if she's easy, she won't be amazing. if she's worth it, you won't give up. if you give up, you're not worthy.

fear less, hope more; eat less, chew more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; love more, and all good things will be yours.

Here comes the cold. Break out the winter clothes and find a love to call your own. When it comes to December it's obvious why no one wants to be alone at Christmas time. In the dark, on the phone. You tell me the names of your brothers and your favorite colors. I'm learning you.

Cause the truth is, you’re probably not as bad as I make you out to be.

Their women, they were these big round-titted girls, you would say hello to them and they would just flop on the bed and fuck you; we liked sexual tension, S&M, not fucking. They were barefoot, we had platform boots. They were eating bread they had baked themselves - and we never ate at all.

Cacophobia
fear of ugliness

If you can't live without me, why aren't you dead?

hey :)

1) He left me standing in my LBD and my bang bang shoes, i was so confused.

2) She's my friend, she doesn't judge me
She has no idea I'm ugly
So I've absolutely nothing to hide
Because I'm so much prettier inside

3) i spent a night laying rigidly next to him in his twin bed. fully clothed and listening to his steady heartbeat. we didn't touch but once in the night when he rolled over and his arm draped over my side. i couldn't breathe. i have never felt so lonely in all my life.

4) "Sometimes being with you
I feel more lonely
Than when I'm in bed alone."

5) made you come clean in a dirty dress

6) It's deep how you can be so shallow
And I'm afraid cause I have no fear
And I didn't believe in magic
Until I watched you disappear
(I wish you where here)

7) I wanna live a life from a new perspective. You come along because I love your face, and I'll admire your expensive taste. And who cares, divine intervention, I wanna be praised from a new perspective. But leaving now would be a good idea, so catch me up on getting out of here.

8) Adele heard him, and asked if she was to go to school 'without mademoiselle'.

'Yes' he replied. 'absolutly sans mademoiselle; for I am to take mademoiselle to the moon, and there I shall seek a cave in one of the white valleys among the valcano-tops, and mademoiselle shall live with me there, and only me'

'Oh, qu'elle y sera mal- peu confortable! And her clothes, they will wear out: how can she get new ones?'

Mr. Rochester professed to be puzzled, 'How would a white or a pink cloud answer for a gown, do you think? And one could cut a pretty enough scarf out of a rainbow.'

9) People who talk about their dreams are actually trying to tell you things about themselves they’d never admit in normal conversation.

(I usually just talk, to myself)

thanks for the comments!

appréciez!

1) I need to know this - cause I notice when you're smiling
And I can tell you know how hard this life can be
But you keep on smiling for me

2)she held herself very straight, like Audrey Hepburn, whom all women idolize and men never think about.

3) you only love him because you fear he's the only one that will ever love you.

4) "And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time.
Until you can't feel a thing."

5) And you can stand right there if you want
But I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I’m going on
(And I’m sure they’ll have a place for you too)

6) "All of a sudden I was a grown up-girl. Didn't have to check in with nobody. Slept in cowboy boots if I didn't feel like taking them off. I could spend all my money on leggings and starbursts if I wanted but I also had to figure out just how I was gonna pay my phone bill. AT&T has no sympathy for fashionable girls with pockets full of pink candy wrappers."

7) Anyone that needs what they want, and doesn’t want what they need
I want nothing to do with
And to do what I want
And to do what I please
Is first of my to-do list
But every once in a while I think about her smile
One of the few things I do miss

8) i'll wear your skin
like a suit and
pretend to be you.
all your friend will
like you more than
they used to.
 

9) All your favorite books, they wouldn't seem so well written if you were just a little bit more well read. Jack Kerouac is dead. He drank himself to death. All your favorite songs wouldn't seem so sad if you weren't so depressed. Ellliot Smith seems like a mess to me and you cry way too easily